I know that this post really has nothing to do with spanking and this is a spanking blog, but I need to write and I need people to listen. I know my relationship was new and still sort of is, but now it is over. Even if you are not right for each other, it still hurts so bad in the end, even if you had never said I love you, you still feel the hurt and pain when it is over, even when it is so new, it is still hard to say goodbye. You think, maybe I could have done something different, made more of an effort, made more sacrifices, showed I cared more. Maybe it is all for the better, but being alone is so hard. I want to find Love and feel I never will. Most people who I would want to be with would not be ok with what I do for work and who I am and that really limits me. She was ok with me being a stripper, me being a spanking model, open-minded on all of the things most people would not be open-minded to. It was other things that didn’t work, our schedule differences and personality differences. She worked all day, I worked at night, we never saw each other. I wish it could have worked and would have been willing to try again, but she was not. I just wish I had a more normal life sometimes, a more normal sleep schedule and job. Yes being the norm is not very fun sometimes, but when 85% of the world is on the opposite sleep schedule as me or would judge me for what I do for work, it makes it hard to meet someone to be with.

I know not many people would share these sort of intimate feelings with the world, but I wear my emotions on my sleeve. This blog is part of who I am in a way and it would not be fair for all my readers and fans to not know what goes on in my life in the real aspect. Yes, I have a lot of fun traveling, shooting, going to spanking parties, planning my web site, but I deal with a lot of crap in my life as well. It isn’t all flowers and bells all the time as most everyone knows. I am not perfect. I want to find love and happiness. I am hoping that these feelings do not effect my time out in Texas next weekend. I want to have fun there. I want people to see me at my best too.

Hopefully things will be ok. Thanks for reading. Sorry I can’t be more exciting now and have tons of sexy photos to show you.

Sarah Gregory
PO Box 616
Broad Brook, CT. 06016-0616

My faithful fan AK, has sent me some really cute PJs for my birthday present. i will be sure to war these in an upcoming video and give him a shout out. I love getting spanking implements that I can use in my videos and publicaly spank for them, as well as panties you would like me to wear for shoots or spanking scene, clothing too. Anything really that relates to what I do. There a a few implements I am looking for and here are the links on ebay with photos of them. I know my birthday just passed, but it is never too late for presents, especially ones that you will see being used. If you buy me something I will take photos of myself in it to give to you and you can spank me with that implement if I see you at a spanking party.

Leather rose flogger

Oxhide leather heart padle

Pink spank me panties size med

I also love pink leather, hearts, I want pink leather wrist and ankle cuffs as well.

This is all just suggestion. I feel I do a lot for the fan, so throwing out ideas. Don’t feel offended if it is not something you choose to do, I don’t mind, again just ideas.

I have recently opened a second clips4sale store with the theme of damsel in distress style bondage. Here you can see videos of me tied up, struggling, being tickled. It is new, so there are only a few clips, but I will be adding 2 clips a week here as they are short and easy to film with my bondage photographer, Dick Obrien. I have fun too. There is even some nudity in this part of my career. It is strictly for my bondage clips and I will not shoot nude most other places as you know. Maybe on my sites, I will slowly begin to reveal more of me physically, but keep it in my control for now by doing it that way.

Also in, Clare Fonda is sending me over copies of the Therapy video (free preview gallery) I filmed with her for Spanked Sweeties in full DVD form. I will have this with me and available to purchase at the Texas All State Spanking party in a week. This can’t be purchased anywhere else yet in hard copy, so don’t miss out on buying it in person. I will even throw in a signed photo from the video if you buy it. And with whatever other DVDs you purchase, you will received a signed photo form that actual DVD shoot.

All packaged and ready to bring are

Sarah’s Summer Spankings (Feat. Dana Specht)
Sarah’s REAL Therapeutic Spanking (Feat. Stephanie Locke)
Credit Card Comeuppance (Feat. Mike Billow and Bonnie the Crimson moon mother)
The Stephanie Lock Collection (Bad Ballerina, Dorm Mom, Hollywood Stepmother)
Bondage Clips (feat. Sarah Gregory, Jaye Lynn)
Sarah’s Favorite spanking clips collection (feat. Kat St. James, Kyle Johnson, Chelsea Pfeiffer, Stephanie Locke, Dana Specht, Jaye Lynn, Bonnie, and Sarah Gregory)
Various Clare Fonda Production titles (Call Me First, EE1, EE3, EE4, Therapy, My Naughty Daughter, Complaints)

I have been busy editing and burning DVDs, printing more calendars and photos to sign as I will be vending at the Texas All-State Bottoms up party on March 12th-14th. I am much looking forward, as I have never been to Texas before let alone this particular spanking party. I will be selling lots of new DVDs. All titles will be available here after I have them all edited and ready to ship.

I have a few scheduled shoots so far and will be looking into booking more trade shoots with other models who will be there or other female or male tops willing to play my mom or dad and have their face on camera. I finally was able to afford a nice HD sony digital camcorder, so I will be able to film more with a more professional quality.

I am also going to continue my custom photo sets and have expanded into custom videos with no frontal nudity or topless stuff. If you have an idea of something I can do alone with a camera on a tri-pod, let me know, I will charge $2 a minute to be able to use it in my clips store as well or $5 a min for it to just be for you and no one else would see it.

I can do:
1. spanking clips with one of my photographers who is not willing to have his face on camera, so the spanking can be themes, but it will cut off his head, there would still be dialogue and such.
2. I am also going to be shooting with a few new girls entering into the spanking world, so if you want to custom something with them that I can also put on my site, let me know. I want 15-20 min scenerios, with spankings.
3. I can also do bondage/damsel in distress clips, tickling clips, and any other non-nude interesting idea you ask me about.
4. Self spanking is an option as well.
5. I would do a virtual lap-dance if requested, and that would have a little topless in it.
6. I can talk specifically to you, dominate you through the screen, ect.

I have had a few photo shoots with Dick Obrien lately and with two new models whom spankings are being discussed to film at future dates.

Sarah Gregory and Raquel Summer

Sarah Gregory and Lynn Summers

As promised, I will write of my amazing time with the famous Mistress Stephanie Locke. I arrived at Stephanie’s on Friday evening of my L.A. trip and we went out to a lovely dinner with some of her friends. I had a great time. We were all pretty tired when we got back, so sleep was needed. We spent the majority of Saturday shooting. We only did get two videos shot, but we went for quality over quantity. Instead of just doing a bunch of ok videos, we did two really good ones with hard spankings. The first one I call, Dorm Mom, and although it is not very long, it was a hard bare bottom spanking with a wooden spoon, hair brush, and hand. This clip is currently for sale in my clips store.

The second video we shot was basically a realistic type spanking. I was playing me, Sarah Gregory, and Stephanie playing herself. If you can remember the post I wrote awhile back about the experience I had at my first Shadow Lane party getting a spanking from Stephanie Locke. Well, ever since that day I have been trying to get another one just like it from her in particular. This is what I call a therapeutic spanking. We set up the camera on a tri-pod and for about an hour she spanked me in a very loving way that brought me to tears. There is little to no dialogue, and I am it shows me going into my head space more and I am reactive but in smaller internal ways and not as loud as I can be. It was a very emotionally cleansing spanking and the fact that we captured this for all of you to see I think is amazing. It is surly something I will treasure forever. This video will be available for sale soon once it is edited and will be up on my clips site in small portions as it is an hour long. If you would like to pre-order a copy, please email me at sarahgregory02@gmail.com. it won’t be ready for a couple of weeks. It is 55 min total and will be $30 plus $4.95 for shipping.

Stephanie also offers many of her clips in her clips4sale store as well.